WELCOME, DEAR GRIEVER
You are likely here because someone deeply important to you has died.
I am more sorry for this tragedy and the pain you are now in than I can say. And I want you to know...you aren't crazy. You aren't being dramatic. You are grieving.
What you need is not more advice, or attempts to fix you heart that has been so irretrievably broken. What you need are tools.
Tools to help you not only survive a life with grief, but learn to create a life that feels soft and loving towards yourself as you continue to live with a broken heart.